lonely_heart_broken_soul's Xanga

winter and I...we're like this: X

Fri, 29 Sep 2006 00:44:16 GMT

we get a little bit of snow, but not much..nothing to miss out on though...but maybe it is...i'm a snow fanatic..i love winter.it makes me feel not so alone, even though most of the time i am alone...i love winter.. when its snowing at night and you stand in the middle of a road thats usually packed with cars.. and just stand there.. lookign up..when there is ice on the road and the snow parkles like stars...it's beautiful. i love looking at snow when it hasn't been messed with..it's like a perfect sheet of sparkles...its awesome...it is indeed...makes me think alot...i guess alot of things i think are cool to look at make me think...either i think, or i forget about things...i suppose i forget things.... i think all the time..thats my time to ...forget the world for a few minutes...yeah, like escaping for a little bit...but it feels like a long time at the same time. and when you forget the things, you don't have to worry about anything, since youre so fixated on the beauty of what your looking at, and nothing in the world can bother as long as you can stay fixated one that beauty...exactly...

-WB-

this entry was based on a conversation between me and a good friend o' mine.

Saturday, September 09, 2006

Sat, 09 Sep 2006 22:07:57 GMT

wow, i'm so damned tired, i think i'm getting sick again, stupid band makes me go to those stupid ass football games, and the stupid ass busses get so fucking cold cause the stupid ass whiny people have to have ALL THE DAMN WINDOWS DOWN!!! why is that? there's like i unno...a shitload of windows?!? would it fucking kill one pathetic person have even one pathetic fucking window shut without throwing a pissy fit as big as their fucking egotistical mind?!?! goddamn some people make me sick,but whatever, i shouldnt complain or anything...but i just did, so whatever...anywho, new purevolume updates, coming soon.

Saturday, September 02, 2006

Sat, 02 Sep 2006 18:53:43 GMT

he he...wednesday 13 concert.

my day at the park

Sun, 27 Aug 2006 21:48:34 GMT

my day at the park:

vagina tree: this is vagina tree...the name speaks for itself...

this is....''someone'' with vagina tree.

...indeed...what about that slaves?...doesn't anyone give a shit about how the hell they feel?!?!

this was on the bathroom by the way....okay not really...

and that concludes, my day at the park

Sunday, August 27, 2006

Sun, 27 Aug 2006 02:56:35 GMT

damn, i never thought boredom could ever get the best of me like this...nothing to do at all...couldn't even sleep cause i was so bored...First, i tried to play chekers...but as it turns out, imaginary friends don't like checkers...it's not that they can't play...they just don't like the game in general.in case you didn't know that. Then, i tried sleeping...Didn't work...Later on, i found 20 dollars...whoot!!!!!! but afterwards i was still bored...and now, it's 10:56 pm, and i've been playing solitaire since 9:30 pm...so i guess my ''solitaire skillz'' have improved by a longshot...and now, here i sit, playing with fire and birthday candles, and thinking of every song that doesn't have to do with a happy birthday, or a pyromaniac's dream come true.but now...i'm going to make one of my own pyro dreams come true...and set off these leftover fireworks with a bag of popcorn taped to each one.

-WB-

Saturday, August 12, 2006

Sat, 12 Aug 2006 00:18:41 GMT

i saw flyleaf last night!!!it was fuckin awsomus beyond all unbelievable wetting your pants control...lots of maushing involved( yes, that's how i spell it!)...some one with heavy boots hit my leg...it hurt so good...anyway, the openers were alright...the vanished was the best...but the lead singer dude reminded me alot of gerard from MCR...which was kind of a let down...the second band sucked...it was like, ''prep emo/metal''...and the dude was seriously tone-deaf.he had a good voice...but it sounded bad because he was tone-deaf...and the beggining band was awsomus...fat-guys can really rock all hardcore like...but then flyleaf came on and ''WOW!'' what a fucking show...but i couldn't help but laugh at the way she talked...her singing was awsomus, but when she talked it sounded like what happens when you inhale alot of helium...he he he....

-WB-

Sunday, August 06, 2006

Sun, 06 Aug 2006 13:55:01 GMT

band camp...wow, what can i say..where to start...i guess i should start off at the beginning...bus ride was extremely hot...and sweaty...so it was really nasty...so when we finally got there, our fucking cabin was fuckin locked, and that fuckin pissed me off a bit.so using my ''knowledge and skills'', i started trying to pry open the windows surrounding the cabin, and they were all lock, except for the last one...when i got to the last one, it was already partially open, so i started to open it, then julia byrd came over to help me, but instead of pushing upward on it, we pressed inward then upward, then broke the glass...so we told the band director dude guy that we found it like that...i wanted to tell him that a radio-active giant midget bear did it, but they told him the other idea before i got to him...later that night there was streaking...the next day, there was marching and playing my instrument till i lost all feeling in my lips and lungs...then my good friend lela basically ball banged me on a video alex recorded...anyway...some poser emo chik tried to slash herself with a chunk of the window...then the entire half of my cabin had a meltdwown of poser emo drama, so i smoked...the last day, i got a piece of the broken window, and lela had the bright idea that everyone in the cabin sign it...so now my once dirty old piece of glass, is now staind with signatures...but it's okay, i don't mind...and the ride back home was also hot and nasty...but i finally got home...and lela gave me her fuckin cold on the trip..so now here i sit, suffering with a runny nose...

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 04:23:13 GMT

love brings you happiness;happiness brings you love

....i don't know what the fuck i just typed.......

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Thu, 13 Jul 2006 03:48:21 GMT

came back from chicago the other night.

had fun

slept

stayed at lela's house the next night.

hit some stupid surfer boy wanna be kid in the face

didn't sleep at all

went home

still didn't sleep

packed again

went to wagoner

still in wagoner at this moment

typing....to be exact

...

threw up 7 times today

...in one hour

and now my throat hurts.

and i'm hungry.

but i can't eat.

or i'll get sick.

not really looking forward to band camp

...hell...i hate band camp

about as much as band.

don't ask why i'm still in it.

cause i wouldn't be able to tell you

because i don't know why

so i guess i should stop being hypocritical and not complain about it

anyway...

still typing...

thiknin of things i usually don't think about.

not that this has anything to do with...

anything...

anything at all...

-WB-

new shit!

Tue, 04 Jul 2006 03:49:37 GMT

okay so , i've updated my purevolume and whatnot...just so you know...

purevolume.com/whitneybaker

enjoy!

-WB-